Feedah.

Hello month of January!

2012-01-19T21:07:00.007+08:00

oh wow, ive just realized i havent posted anything yet since the beginning of 2012. time flies so fast. so here's my first post for this year. well, things a getting better and better by day, & so far alhamdulillah :))
hectic months, weeks and days. been busy with lots lots and lots of things to be settle down. but its okay, afterall i know its worth it tick tock tick tock, its just the matter of time & only few months to go, insyaAllah brand new journey awaits! lets aim for the best, im pleasuring it with a hugeee hugeee smile, yeayerrr!

i remember my dreams.

2011-12-19T22:02:00.001+08:00

sometimes what you see is not real, everything on the outside is really different from the inside.

yes, we may look calm from outside, as if we re doing fine all the way. but the fact is that, people will never know how we feel deep inside. sometime its bothering me so much. ive been holding on it for something for so long, and at the end i realized that the point of hoping too much on someone or something. and when it doesnt work the way we want, we dissapointed. nevertheless, always and always lift the chin up and face the truth and walk trough this situation and better be optimistic.

"forget how you feel, remember what you deserve", said K :)

tinker bell tinker bell.

2011-12-12T03:02:00.002+08:00

This is the very time when there is just too much to do.
Have you ever felt like it is about time you did something great--at least influential--to your surroundings?
you grow, you get to know a lot of things, and it is a matter of your choice what you want to do with that knowledge.
Do you want to do something good, or perhaps something bad?

its just a little update for today, im waiting for the time when i could actually blog about something worthy, but, well, perhaps i'm not as good of a blogger as before. my updates have become infrequent, the content not as worthy.

oh, time goes by very fast. its the third week of December, and 18 days towards the year 2012 :)) and yes, im pleasuring the coming year with ♥

enjoy the ride, ups and down ♥

2011-12-10T01:25:00.002+08:00

so i found out a few suprising things from a friend. i like those really deep conversations because it makes you realize that your problems arent half as bad than some others. although now, if only i know how to solve mine that would take a lot off my shoulders. but maybe sometimes our problems are actully simple and not at all complex the way we think about it. we just take too much time thinking and analyzing everything when the actual answer is right in front of you. but i guess sometimes it takes us a few wrong turns to finally see what we're suppose to do.

and so yeah, this is my first post for december, more to come insyaAllah ♥ goodnight! x

welcoming 21

2011-11-13T23:44:00.002+08:00

hello again earthling, i havent been updating my blog here since the beginning of november. so, 12 november, marked the day that i am another year older. i got numbers of birthday greetings directly and also through facebook, twitter, sms, whatsapp and phone calls and as well the surprise birthday moment. it was a blast. there's no other feelings that can replace the feelings knowing that friends and families still care about you and wishing you a wonderful birthday. on this day, i would like to say HUGE THANK YOU to all of you who have been sending me wishes and prayers for my birthday =) Here's to another fresh year and to another year to live! till my next post! love ya! xxx

sugar.

2011-10-31T00:23:00.002+08:00

Girls love surprises. No matter how little or big that surprise it. We just love it. It makes our heart weak to receive an unexpected gift from the guy we love. We love it when you show crazy efforts for us. We love it when you do things just to show you love us. It’s a plus factor when guys do simple things that can make a girl smile in an instant.

awwww. ain't that sweet? :)

Story of the day.

2011-10-20T22:33:00.002+08:00

A wise man sat in the audience and cracked a joke.
Everybody laughs like crazy.
After a moment, he cracked the same joke again.
This time, less people laughed.
He cracked the same joke again and again.

When there is no laughter in the crowd,
He smiled and said:

"You can't laugh at the same joke again and again,
But why do you keep crying over the same thing over and over again?"

... lesson in life :)

L o v e l y !

2011-10-18T21:58:00.000+08:00

♥♥♥

Du'a.

2011-10-17T01:34:00.001+08:00

never lose hope, turn to Allah & make Du'a.

i finally found my way, alhamdulillah for everything :')

better in times.

2011-10-15T01:59:00.005+08:00

million things i'd like to say. they are still more, more than that. something stop me everytime i wanna say it out. the things that i should say, i couldnt say it out. probably are better left unsaid now, nothing more i could do about it. sooner or later, the time will come & things will change, better in times, إن شاء الله

Goodnight Dreamworld :)

its fridaaaaaaaay!

2011-10-07T16:15:00.000+08:00

when it comes to footwears and handbags, i couldnt resist. my love, my obsession ♥

taking a break.

2011-10-06T22:46:00.005+08:00

Salam to all my lovely readers here. My days been treating me fairly well these few days eventhough ive gone through with a lot of ups and down, im thankful, such a wonderful friends ive got around me who always been there for me in any ways that im feeling down, thm are such a perfecto! so here it goes, when we are facing the test, we feel miserable and sometime we would feel that we weren’t able to overcome that hurdle.

However, Allah has put us in this world temporarily for a test and all of our good and bad circumstances are part of the test. i will always keep this in mind, when things don’t work out the way you hoped, remember it is ALLAH you have relied on. they are better things that are planned for us, probably not now but in future time. positively, we have to think that it is a way of reminding us of our purpose. if we are far from Allah, the test is usually to bring us close to him. whatever hurdleness we are engaging in, the test should make us realize we have no one, no one at all, but him. and throughout the hard times that ive gone through, i should be grateful that Allah still give me the opportunity and strength for me to live and it would take the whole courage for me to start everything with a better whole new me again.

earthling :)

2011-10-03T03:08:00.004+08:00

"Be yourself, believe in yourself, love yourself, chin up, smile, wipe off your tears and just walk away, stand up for yourself. At one time someone would hate you for no reason at all just believe that you have something special that they don’t have and at one time you feel like you are less than you are, stand in front of the mirror and say to yourself that you are better than these thing, you are smart than you believe, you are prettier than you see and you are stronger than it seem... You can do it!"

Forever, i thank you :)) x

Tenth.

2011-10-01T03:19:00.000+08:00

Goodbye September, well Hello Hello October!

apple to my pie.

2011-09-30T22:56:00.005+08:00

Sometimes, by holding on too tight you end up losing what you were trying so hard to save.

extraordinary, none.

2011-09-11T03:14:00.000+08:00

hello again peoples :) hows your raya been treating you so far? mine was just okay, i still cant feel the excitement of the suasana hari raya like the years years before. i miss my childhood raya, where i got all those green packets from every houses i can eat all i can without worrying how fat im gonna be. its not quite impressive, thats all i can say.

p/s: im hungry.... but i dont want to eat -_-

shine up!

2011-09-08T03:01:00.002+08:00

i know life can never be as perfect as you can imagine. sometimes there are those moments that you feel like you just want to skip and be done with it but you can't. of course you can't, life is those moments that you have to go through. there's no remote control in life where you can rewind and fast forward the moments. no way you can freeze time. but if you're able to see the meaning of each moments you've been through, whether it is good or bad, you'll find the life is worth to live.

and yes, my life is full of beauty. applepie :).

Here for Pizzas!

2011-08-23T01:16:00.001+08:00

oh, the usual time i crave for some foods.i havent been eating pizza for a few while. NOMNOMNOM! :D

i am hungry!

Blessed.

2011-08-22T12:51:00.002+08:00

Love it or hate it..Like it or not...Enjoy it or not.. This is your world you're living.
Allah gives another opportunity to live and experiance the new days and ahead, Syukur Alhamdulillah for everything :)

it will find its way back.

2011-08-20T21:01:00.005+08:00

it’s great to be passionate and determined and driven about achieving something. sometimes you have to be willing to step away from the endless pursuit and allow things to happen naturally. i have found that every time i endlessly seek something to the point of allowing it to consume me, i only serve to repel the thing that i’m actually trying to attract. the fact that anything i desperately chase will always run in the opposite direction. and now, i will make an effort all i can, without trying to force something to happen. life has a way, in your neediness you repel, in your completeness you attract.

anything you desperately seek will stay just out of reach, let it be as it is. i believe in myself everything will be okay.

Ride on!

2011-08-12T21:33:00.000+08:00

so, this is what happen when i spend my one whole day at home. its been a while. Here you go :D

wonderful feeling.

2011-08-05T22:41:00.004+08:00

because a picture worth a thousand words; love it is.

the wonderful feeling when we adore someone, there is nothing that you won't do for that person. you will miss them terribly when they are not around. when an argument starts, you would just feel like you would not wanna say a words cause you just dont wanna make things worst. giving them anything you could if it would make them happy....

ohohoho cut this off, cut this off. im rambling too much here :P

goodnight, x

the blissful month.

2011-08-04T10:38:00.001+08:00

Salam readers, first and for all i would like to take this opportunity, wishing Happy Ramadhan to all muslims on the whole world; its the month of joy and happiness, the month of forgiveness and repentance, the month of peace and Ibada. and the month of blessing and mercy. Syukur Alhamdulillah, we could live another year and experiance the blissful month of Ramadhan :)

im so sorry i havent blogged. i always feel that i need to say something meaningful and deep and philosophical when really i have nothing important to say most of the time. and i guess its okay not to be so great with words as much as i would like to be. i have these few collections of fashions which i got it from tumblr. and im just madly in loved with it! till my next post. x

such a busy days.

2011-07-20T12:21:00.018+08:00

i just need a little break, will be back very soon. it's just that i have been super busy lately and well, life has gotten in the way of my blog. but i promise to be blogging again soon once my hands are a little free!! i hope you all are having a wonderful weekend :))

one day.

2011-07-12T00:57:00.000+08:00

"better by far to simply try and be good and courageous and bold and to make a difference, not change the world exactly, but the bit around you. cherish your friends, stay true to your principles, live passionately and fully, and well, experience new things. love and be loved, if you ever get the chance." -david nicholls (from the book, "one day")

check out the trailer of "one day". starring anne hathaway. i must say, im looking forward for the movie to be release. i am always intrigued with story lines that are between people and time. and this one is about two people, and twenty years.

♥ you peoples, my apology for the lack of updates.

the smile that i could draw on my face.

2011-07-02T02:43:00.000+08:00

holla readers, been a while. just that i dont really have much time to keep on updating here nowadays, not that i dont want to but well yeah, my days been busy, spending my quality times with the family and working on few tasks that i couldn't avoid. not that im complaining, i mean... i'm pretty much happier now than i've been before. waking up with a smile and ending my day with a bigger one, i swear my face would be just muscle. lol. i wonder if this feeling would be short lived as many of the others have been.. let us hope not.

let's look forward to every new day that is blessed upon us. let's make it worth while. let us make it work. and oh, time flies so fast, its july! im hoping for a much better day ahead :))))

my thought always on foods.

2011-06-27T03:27:00.001+08:00

im feeling hungry.

madness.

2011-06-26T03:33:00.001+08:00

You know the line "you never appreciate what you have till it's gone"? i've had that one time to many. and tonight I think is one of the worst blows that's ever hit me. i know it's temporary but I just can't help feeling the way I feel now. i'm quite sad in the present but I'll still keep on smiling.

its weird when mood can easily change in a moment, like just in few seconds?

a little too late

2011-06-23T23:55:00.001+08:00

i felt like i should blog so here i am. i feel like i've lost the blogging mojo. i have this tendency where i would like to blog about things that matter. i want this blog to have a certain style and substance but despite efforts, i feel like i've not reached that certain point yet hence this sometimes leads me to thinking of going on hiatus or actually deleting this blog. but... neah i've invested time and effort on this particular site so if i did delete it, all those time i invested would be totally wasted, no?

so, what you guys been up lately? as for me, nothing much. as predicted things have become a routine and now i am beyond words to begin to describe how I feel. mainly due to the fact that results are coming out soon. i am however curious on how well or badly I would do. I just don't know how I'm going to accept it.

i crave for chicken steak with black pepper sauce, pretty please? :)

weekend over.

2011-06-19T19:24:00.002+08:00

Now, i love my dad but sometimes that might be not the case for other people. Still, whenever and wherever your dad is we should still always show how much we value that awesome guy in our life :)

Happy Father's Day to all awesome dads out there!

oh, look at that! pretty pretty i love :))

enchanted

2011-06-14T01:05:00.000+08:00

i've been listening to this song recently, enchanted by taylor swift. unfortunately, i haven't met anyone enchanting lately so i can't really relate to the song lyric.

my dreamland, here i come. goodnight <3

now and then, i still want you to be around.

2011-06-12T23:32:00.001+08:00

this life is what we make it. no matter what, we’re going to mess up sometimes, it’s a universal truth. but the good part is we are able to decide how we’re going to mess it up. girls will be our friends, they’ll act like it anyway. but just remember, some come, some go. the ones that stay with you through everything, they’re the true best friends. don’t let go of them.

as for lovers, well, they’ll come and go too. and, i hate to say it, most of them actually pretty much all of them are going to break our heart, but we can’t give up because if you give up, we’ll never find our own soul mate. we’ll never find that half who makes us whole and that goes for everything. just because we fail once, doesn’t mean we’re gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in ourself, because if you don’t, then who will?

So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life’s a beautiful thing and there’s so much to smile about :)

style covered.

2011-06-10T16:55:00.005+08:00

There's nothing more I could say. There's more than a thousand reasons to love her. Yet, there's also more than a billion reasons for the haters to hate her. And still, the awesomeness is the only thing that I could feel by looking at her highly fashionable of wearing hijab style of muslimah.

She's one of Allah's perfect creatures. She inspire me a lot, for a better change.. someday, Insha'Allah.

Jazakallah, till my next post :)

inspiration, insyaAllah.

2011-06-09T05:12:00.002+08:00

Don't live your life in ignorance. Do all the good deeds you can, while you are alive. Die with hope, honor and contentment. We all need Allah's mercy, but we should never die in a state of regret, as the Glorious Qu'ran states
"When death comes to one of them, he says, "My Lord, send me back.

[Qur'an 23:99]"

busiest week.

2011-05-25T00:37:00.000+08:00

hectic week to the end. THIRTEEN days to go, oh dear!

earth share.

2011-05-23T04:23:00.002+08:00

when the rest of the world is asleep, there are very few distractions. there will be no phone calls and no urgent tasks that need to be done at this time of the morning. i can completely focus myself on my work and let my creativity glow, trust me :)

i would work late into the night and sleep most of my mornings away. no doubt, im mentally exhausted today. now here i am, at 4 am again. listening to the michael buble songs, soothing.

a little whisper.

2011-05-19T12:33:00.006+08:00

hello there outsiders! i realized that in our circle of life or circle of friends if you would rather call it that, we will have at least one person that we are weak for. and this does not necessarily have to be a boyfriend or girlfriend. because the way i see it, for me that is, and maybe it is because i lean towards the bitter side. but of course for some peoples those life partners are their weakness.

but back to my point. all im saying is that, there will be at least ONE person where you will drop everything for, and even when they hurt you which is normal of course because if you spend so much time with a person, you'll end up in fights and get back together. that person will be the person you will stick up for and this doesnt have to be marriage.

am i making sense. probably not. hmm my upcoming exam for FM have gotten me stressed out. thinking about it stresses make me mad, what more when it comes to doing it. till 19 more days, and im not well prepared yet :(

and Happy 11th Birthday, to the one and only annoying brother. We miss you!

the trouble with trouble.

2011-05-15T02:18:00.000+08:00

for some reason, weekends don't feel like weekends anymore. it seems like time passes by so fast on weekends than on weekdays.. i've been feeling like weekends are pretty non-existent.

yknow at one time, we hve that kind of feeling, like numb? everything just seem to be the way it is and we don't know what is wrong but we just feel that something is wrong. that doesn't even make sense and we don't even know how to fix it.

one whole day going here and there, a long journey drive. im tired

& all i want to do right now is curl up in my bed and sleep....

unspoken.

2011-05-11T17:59:00.009+08:00

it is hard to tell when 'some things are better left unsaid'. because there could be some things that could make a difference a big one, a good one, but you are too afraid to bring it up in fear that the opposite will occur. the problem with these situations is that you could do the whole 'you don't know until you try', but what if you do try and it becomes bad instead of good. at the end of the day it is better not to say something sometimes because you do not know what damage you could cause. maybe in that sense we know that we are not risk takers. i think at the end of the day you care too much to say something. i am trying to explain something, but i do not think i am doing a good job at it. heeheehee :P

so much thing to do in such a very little time.

a thought.

2011-05-11T03:21:00.001+08:00

i was wondering about confidence and belief and whether they were two things that came hand in hand. There have been countless number of motivational talks that i have been to that always put these two together;

"believe in yourself, have confidence"

i think im referring putting your prayers out there and hoping your belief in it is enough :)

weekend!

2011-05-07T02:39:00.000+08:00

its so been a while, my wardrobe need a little update at least. have a great weekend everyone :)

i like talking to people that...

2011-05-04T02:09:00.006+08:00

make it seem like they’re happy to be talking to you.
can keep a conversation.

can at least make me smile or laugh.
don't reply with just one word answers.
have a good sense of humor.
know when to be serious or when to lighten up.
just know how to have a good talk without making an awkward moment.

& im done for today, goodnight lovies ♥

Dream a little dream.

2011-05-02T13:02:00.001+08:00

attaching yourself with people can be a nice thing. but not when they end up leaving you. i've had quite a few experiences where i would be close to guys, just friends though. but then they get themselves a girlfriend and well.. that friendship is pretty much non-existent. we sometimes attach ourselves too closely to people and when they are gone, part of us is gone too. this whole discussion goes back to the same lame question, can girls and guys be just friends? you tell me :)

Fabulous Day.

2011-05-01T03:53:00.002+08:00

just a little updates. for you to know, yes im still alive. so anyway, we had this surprised belated birthday for my dearly bestfriend diyah :)

ive been like greeted her everywhere, soon shes reading on this i hope she won't get annoyed. lols!

hello month of may, it is going to be one stressfull month but let's pray for the best of it :)

a good comebacks.

2011-04-27T17:37:00.001+08:00

another thing besides realising that you lost something good until the last minute is the hypocritical situation that seems to happen. and this is basically when someone says they wont do one thing but eventually end up doing it. especially when it comes down to relationships it seems. a girl could say shes not interested in anyone and tells this to said boy, but later in a few days, a few weeks or perhaps a months time, she found someone. which is why so many times have we heard never say never. because youre just going to eat your words again.

im rambling here, just saying

oh july, please come fast :D

living it to the fullest.

2011-04-24T22:49:00.004+08:00

its always the case that you only realize a good thing when you lose it. and we all know this. but we always make the same mistake. if only we reminded ourselves often, we wouldnt live life with regret. i dont believe in regrets, only mistakes that i learn from and hopefully i can make a better one tomorrow.

well let say, when the boredom strikes, it ends with this.

till my next post :)))

blossom.

2011-04-24T02:43:00.002+08:00

enjoying quiet times. drinking iced tea. tumblr on my laptop screen. itunes on shuffle mode. flipping through magazine and wondering how a magazine can be so pretty and wishing there would be endless pages to read and see through.

gahh. my heels so killing me. im tired, goodnight. x

strangers.

2011-04-22T12:57:00.001+08:00

this link been shared by most people on facebook and twitter.

with every stages that we gone through on every relationship is the sweetest, and memorable through ups and down yes we experiance it all. until it comes at one point its heartbreaking.

footwear affection.

2011-04-21T22:38:00.001+08:00

my favourite all the time ♥♥

perfectly adorable.

2011-04-20T01:40:00.004+08:00

i find it adorable when someone remembers the littlest details about you. don't you think so? it’s cute y'know when that person takes the time and effort to surprise you with the things you don’t remember telling them about. it’s like they have read your mind. the kind of person that pays attention to what you say just so they can use it to their advantage in order to put a smile on your face. i just love those thoughtful people who go out of their ways just so they can make you happy.

and yes, its because im feeling high today :)))

anddddddddd i want my caramel frappuccino from starbucks!

a break.

2011-04-13T23:39:00.004+08:00

ugh. sore eyes, double vision. this is totally isn't a good sign :(

once upon a time.

2011-04-12T00:04:00.003+08:00

lets scratch the whole 'im-not-the-type-of-person-to-hold-on-to-a-person-for-long'. lets screw this fact shall we. i wont say who but it will probably be obvious to some or one. i know its pathetic to even post this up but you are still clear in my mind just as if it happened yesterday. its kind of like mourning for a dead person not that i think i should compare this to a death. okay i dont even know what point im trying to get across. i just miss you full stop.

i would rather let it go rather than holding a grudge which wouldn't benefit me in any ways.
i feel this everytime and somehow this time nothing else really matters. but i know i have to forget this soon.
REAL SOON. i need to get my act together! :D

back to the reality.

2011-04-11T01:53:00.000+08:00

things that made me smile.

2011-04-08T01:54:00.001+08:00

so i was snooping in youre private life but then again when you think about it how is it private when its splashed out on facebook and twitter? hee :D. but i guess its normal to know that the one you liked is doing good. there will always be that care and concern that still lingers around even when youve seperated with that serious like.

anyways, i got these from my tumblr & i just love it.

choke on my own words.

2011-04-06T01:32:00.000+08:00

i am boring today, very. but it isn't my fault that everything else thats interesting goes on outside of this country but i guess i'll never know about that either since everything is always hidden under the radar :)

i dont know why i dont seem to have the mood much for anything. i mean i feel fine but i kinda feel like im just walking around aimlessly feeling completely sincere, and good about myself. but yet i dont feel exactly whole.

yes i went out, hanging out, i eat and drove back home, thats all about it. im okay really, i just feel like there's something missing for some reason and i still cant figure it out by myself. sleeplesssssssss.

michael bublè.

2011-04-04T03:12:00.000+08:00

Well, Michael Buble's song is always ear-catchy right? i always love his songs and videos. and this song told us to stay true to ourself :) holywooooooood!

enjoy.enjoy.enjoy the song :)

the little feeling.

2011-04-03T01:41:00.000+08:00

i think someone's heart and intentions can be seen right through from how they behave.. or how their facial expression is. of course there are some people who can hide it away really well. but always remember to sincerely smile everyday :) it makes your days brighter!

march end, april begin.

2011-04-01T20:26:00.002+08:00

hello readers. ive been gone, due to the fact that im feeling unwell for the past few days.
i'll be updating more frequently on coming days.

so, what can i say, its the fourth month on this year already. time flies, huh?

i really thankful for every single thing that happens on last month. everything was great. whether it's bad or good, i am thankful for that. So yeah, I'm looking forward to see you next year, March.

well, hello there, April. welcome and please be nice.

I know people shouldn't assume, but I really hope another bunch of wonderful things would happen this month. i know lots of people including me need miracles and I pray for the best happens in our life. now get up and let's April up to our highest dream :)

till my next post.♥

status single, heart taken.

2011-03-27T02:57:00.000+08:00

maybe not for you but for me i don't know why, i find its sweet....♥

inspired through confession.

2011-03-25T04:27:00.003+08:00

showing 4am now, i should be asleep i know, but yet. the feeling of blogging i could say it stays alive tonight. let me share some things that make me love my life.

my family. even when im far apart from my parents and my brother, we are still make the best army. we are extremely fun, enjoy laughter, and appreciate every willing of every person. sometimes, we are so annoying but what makes us keep stronger is the love to share with. the same blood will never go too far. even at one point we had a fights, but still my family is the best family. my mom, my dad, my sisters, brothers and those little babies are the best I have ever had.

bestfriends. my most favorite part of life is my bestfriends. having them for real is like having a tons of your branded stuffs at home (even better than that). they make me feel so loved when no one loves me at all. they offer fun, happiness, madness, and everything. i want to mention them all one by one, but looks like i got a lot of besties that I can't even write all of them....

my past, present, and future lovers. boys always fill my world in. love life is such a hard thing to leave. they gave me some moments that i never forget. and some of the boys that i can't even love too, they give me some lessons how to act and how to deal with them. believe it or not, once you involved in a relationship, time will surely lead you to be more mature than before. yes, i did.

my experiance. moments give me a lot of things to learn. they teach me how to be better day by day and how to be stronger than ever. when life is not as easy as i think, i just start to remember all those bad things that had happened and keep saying to myself "you have ever through something worse than this. you can do it" and i believe when people say "we learn from experiance", they were really mean it. they also remind you for not having the same mistakes for 2 times or more.

fashions. these makes my life so colourful, it makes my life better than before. yes, we need to stay alive in this modern world.

such a long post ive made this year, it shows how inspired i am tonight. nways, i'll be heading to bed soon. have a good friday loviess :)

and this time.....

2011-03-25T01:42:00.000+08:00

i crave for donuts :)

random musings.

2011-03-24T01:30:00.004+08:00

have you ever wanted something so bad, you're just a step away, but someone or something seems to be blocking your way? That's how I feel at the moment...

never ending thought of love.

2011-03-22T20:57:00.002+08:00

isn't it interesting to think that without having a special feeling for a special someone, it can make you feel so free and yet, it can make you feel so empty too....?

last weekend.

2011-03-18T17:38:00.003+08:00

i woke up extremely late today!! well it wasn't that late but it was the time where i would already be ready at the table eating my breakfast. so yeah.. i knew yesterday was too good to be true, well i can say something could make me smile all day and night long. thank you to my parents, i love you :D oh well. i had such a good sleep though.

another two more days. i'll gonna miss everything here. anyways, i am rambling on randomly and i think i will just go offline and gotta do something productive now. bye.

my my wishlist.

2011-03-17T23:51:00.000+08:00

i was browsing around to compile a "wish list". oh anyways, i went everywhere but didn't really find anything that i really really want. of course, there are lots and lots of pretty headbands around.. and clothes here and there. but i realized that i only wanted one thing and one thing only..

a proenze schouler bag

i think it will end up being a classic in its own way. it just has that signature look. kind of like balenciaga's motorcycle bag which apparently is now called "arena" ?? oh, could someone send me one here? :)

2011-03-17T16:56:00.009+08:00

grrrr. i can never say no to chocolates, thank you for ruining my diet.

nothing gonna stop me.

2011-03-13T17:57:00.005+08:00

If you were to ask me, do i regret for something that happen in my life so far? For that i would say yes, so much. But that never stop me from moving on, i wouldn't waste my lifetime just to hold back on the past. InsyaAllah, i'll never fall on the same mistake ive made for twice and 'i'll never forget what it taught me. it made me realized where ive gone wrong. however it makes me to be a better person for who i am today. At one time when you think life don't treat you fairly well, don't give up. It will treat you much better in future. The mistake we made is a lesson for today :)

My daily advice:

Don't put much trust on peoples, there will be a tendency you'll get hurt by them than u least expected.

Never make peoples take us for granted, which makes you prone to doing something that is not expected out of you.

dear tummy, stop growling.

2011-03-13T03:56:00.002+08:00

wafer, nyum :(

penne.

smoothies shake

m&m cookies

the usual time i feel hungry, that i crave for foodies :D

its sunday, have a good weekend earthlings ♥

heartless, don't be.

2011-03-12T22:08:00.002+08:00

they need more help then we do right now.

something you should know.

2011-03-10T14:25:00.009+08:00

When you love, you get hurt. When you get hurt, you hate. When you hate, you try to forget, When you try to forget, you start missing. When you start missing, You fall in Love Again.

why falling into the same relationship over and over again..

i miss someone. someone that could gain my trust and i could rely on all the way.

♥

yesterday. a day before today.

2011-03-07T19:51:00.003+08:00

They say 'Paris'.
i heard of this everywhere from everyone, it sounds typical.

majority, peoples would say this would be their dream place to go
either way everything is just right when you have your loved one or maybe your friends to share the trip with :)

Je T'aime..

sushi cravings.

2011-03-02T20:25:00.003+08:00

weekend coming! i know it will be like few more days but perhaps im getting excited. oh heavenly shopping and that's the time i would usually spoil myself with foods. well, probably because i have more time to actually think on what i should eat. the food on weekdays are usually seem to be a routine of sorts.. nothing special, just normal. but on the weekend, all the good food comes out. or well, i go to find them. either way.. heehee

oh time flies so fast, its already the third month of the year. HELLO MARCH!

i crave for sushi, really much :(

few more weeks to go, WOOHOO! ♥ yaa!

condition of heart: safe and sound.

2011-02-25T20:54:00.007+08:00

hello again earthlings! ok i had one of these moments recently. it was probably due to the fact that i was pms-ing and it kinda just blew everything out of proportions. grrr

somehow, i would try not to get upset because i know i have a lot of things to be thankful for. but i also know that nothing is perfect and sometimes, having such feelings is only normal. i think the important thing is knowing how to pick yourself up again after you have a good cry. knowing that you will be okay, even though it hurts sometimes. and knowing that there are many other good things that are happening in your life right now :) life is wonderful, a bliss.

oh anyway, i just found this which is nice and true:

just because i don't scream my feelings, doesn't mean i have none.

just because i seem indestructible, doesn't mean i'm not weak.
just because i don't cry in front of you, doesn't mean i'm heartless.
just because you think you know me, doesn't mean you actually do.

and i love the way it is.

2011-02-22T20:41:00.003+08:00

my obssesion

these, i could never resist.

chanel. im in love

mulberry!

they are pretty pretty awesome! :))

just an ordinary day.

2011-02-20T19:28:00.006+08:00

"i'm not much of a dreamer. i think i am more of a realistic than a dreamer." oh yes, i set my goals and picture my future that is reachable, something that i know i can do and i will be good at it. insyaAllah, with his bless and willing.

well, i don't dream to be swept away by some gentleman because we all know how hard that will be. but that doesn't mean that i don't believe in love. i do. i think whether or not love wants to find me.. i will be good with or without it.

too many thoughts going around in my head lately and i am not really sure where this is going but i guess it's just my random ramblings for the day. this week has been quite a lazy one. i wish i was more productive and hopefully next week will be better.

and yet again, i found this amazing quote by eleanor roosevelt, it might be something useful for myself and i would like to share it to everyone

" the future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams"

♥

what it feels to be a homesitter.

2011-02-17T20:00:00.001+08:00

anyway. i watched this old film, boys and girl played on tv today. gahh i remember it being really cute when i first saw it about ten years ago? lols. it's one of those simple love stories, with minor complications but nothing too complicated like the films these days.

so this is quite a random post. expect more to come. because for some reason, i am either tongue-tied or just plain random.

sugar, spice. that's life.

2011-02-16T19:19:00.003+08:00

i believe in pink. i believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. i believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. i believe that happy girls are the preetiest girls. i believe that tomorrow is another day and i believe in miracles.

-Audrey Hepburn

thoughts for the day.

2011-02-14T21:02:00.006+08:00

(me and you)
an overflowing amount of history

sometimes i wonder that maybe the reason, some obstacles in our life keeps repeating itself is because of the fact that it is trying out our patience. whether or not we can handle it well. i just need to keep reminding myself to take in deep breaths and let it out slowly. that's really the only thing you can do.. in such circumstances. sigh

anyway, i am in desperate need of a haircut. and i think my hair length is at that stage where they just like to fall apart. it's kind of ridiculous when the layered are like everywhere and out of shape so yes, i really need a haircut soon i get back to Brunei.

i'll be out for now. im starving, in need of food.

Salam Maulidur Rasul to all the muslims :)

Love Don't Come Easy

2011-02-13T03:40:00.003+08:00

Finally! It took me like few weeks to get it done. It's actually a song by Monrose and i created the video by my own. it's really nice when you can just listen to the song and think about someone & smile, that explains a lot. anyway, enjoy it lovies :)

i heart quotes.

2011-02-07T19:31:00.005+08:00

" Falling in love is easy, but being faithful is a different thing. It's hard."

"Sometimes I don't know if I'm getting better or just used to the pain. I can always tell you my stories without thinking twice, rely on you. For all that, I thank you. "

Get The Look.

2011-02-06T21:04:00.001+08:00

My mood is currently browsing on fashions and styles. Nothing much else i could say.

Somehow i just love'd these pretty much :)

and the upcoming summer collection this year. oh well, it doesn't seems to catch my eyes.

what i feel is true.

2011-02-04T17:27:00.004+08:00

Friday! few songs on my playlist remind me of certain someone. there you go, u never leave my mind. hmmmph oh, ignore.

anyhoos, here's the thing.. when i look on the above quote "sometimes we don't say what we mean in fear of being different", i realized its still really hard for me to be open to people. a friend made me realize it when i talk about something and something is always holding me back and they'll say "you dont want to talk about it do you?" and i really dont when i think about it now.

theres so much i have hidden away. i dont know whens the right time or how to put it. there are things that have happened to me and sometimes i get paranoid that perhaps if i tell them ill get told that i deserved it from the very beginning. this doesn't seems to be right, i'll need to make a change perhaps?

oh, i'm so glad the week is coming to an end soon..

Have a great weekend!

Hello February, treat me better.

2011-02-01T02:06:00.001+08:00

Goodbye, January. i'll gonna leave all moments behind. i won't look into the past because ive already been there. I'll focus more on the future since that's where i'm going. February shall treat me much much better, insyaAllah :)

guess who's back...

2011-01-30T19:36:00.003+08:00

here, just a very quick update.

i think i am slightly getting more productive these days. you know how there are some days where you feel like not doing anything and just want to stay in bed the whole day? well my last few weeks has kind of been like those days. but i think it is slowly getting better day by day.

this is random. im getting myself the new skinny from pull and bear. i just loved it damn much :D anyways, i do hope everyone enjoyed their amazing weekend.. cause i surely did!

49 days, i can't wait! :D love much. x

reminiscing, moments in life.

2011-01-28T17:07:00.001+08:00

Temptation.

2011-01-27T15:49:00.000+08:00

BEN & JERRY'S.

world goes round.

2011-01-27T14:30:00.004+08:00

Alhamdulillah. i could restore and find myself back where i should be. You showed me the clear picture why it should happen. Eventhough it lasts for a little while, i feel its worth it :) We will now move on to our new chapter of our own life where we will meet our new direction.

You will always be remembered, HS :)

comes and go.

2011-01-26T01:30:00.006+08:00

There are some people in your life that comes and goes.. but there are always those special ones, the ones who may not be there with you every single day but they will always stay in your heart.

Certain things in life, that if you are meant to have it, it will be yours, no matter what.

anyways, it's dad's 52nd Birthday today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, may Allah bless you. You are the best ♥

Numb.

2011-01-25T14:20:00.000+08:00

NO STRUGGLE, NO PROGRESS. i am really trying my best to believe in tthis quote. but sometimes, the struggle is too much. and maybe i'm not able to go through with it. i don't know. i want to be positive but there are times when enough is enough. and a person can only really take on so much. i hate expectations but all human beings have it.. i guess i'll just have to deal with it.

"Don't rush through life, pause and enjoy it."

XOs

205th post.

2011-01-24T18:03:00.004+08:00

i missed my 200th post. i only just realized it today.. oh well, its too late to go back now so i guess this is it. my 205th post. wow. i can't believe i've posted that much. i still remember when i was posting about random things within these two years im blogging. actually it's pretty embarassing reading my old posts now cause i was such a beginner and didn't really know where the direction of this blog was going to go. but i must say.. now then, i have a rough idea as to where i want this blog to go (it took me THAT long!!) anyways, everything is a learning process, i believe.

♥

as good as it gets.

2011-01-23T18:56:00.003+08:00

life can't get any better than this. today was a good day and i think it will get even better and better. everyone has to fall down sometimes, in order to get up again. and sometimes when some things are too perfect, you need them to be not so perfect to appreciate the good things in life.

i don't know, i think i might be just rambling..

Leaving On A Jet Plane.

2011-01-21T00:18:00.002+08:00

Listening to the same song over and over because it just makes you feel better. # You.

♥

sunday.

2011-01-16T14:56:00.002+08:00

i am not usually awake on sunday mornings. it's a bad habit i know.. but i just can't help it. it's usually the one day where you have no commitment or responsibilities. you are just free to do whatever you want. sunday, i'll just stay at home and tend to stay away from the crowds outside..

the image above, yes, i do love it so much! :( you can say im a weight conscious, i've been trying to eat healthy in the last month or so. and i think it has worked. i've decreased my usual portion and i don't eat junk anymore. i mean i still do but just in moderate amounts. i must say.. eating healthy feels good. you feel so much lighter! :D

well, have a wonderful weekend!

Happy Birthday!

2011-01-13T15:12:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIRAH RAZAK!

You are the best clown ever. lols ♥

impossible to forget, hard to remember.

2011-01-07T19:08:00.000+08:00

i truly believe that life is a cycle. there are ups and there are always downs. and i also believe that if you do good, everything will be okay. but if you commit bad deeds, then there's no guarantee, really. i also believe in karma. what goes around will always come around. it's just as simple as that. treat people the way you want to be treated but without expecting anything in return.

life has been average these days. there are decisions to make but sometimes i am not even sure if these decisions are mine to make. i guess it's confusing in that way.

Convo: LOVE.

2011-01-05T23:28:00.002+08:00

"You know I've always loved you."
"I don't. You never told me so."
"I never want to tell you. Because I want you to feel it yourself."
"You should have..... Then who's the girl?"
"Oh that girl?"
"Yeah."
"Jealous?"
"I don't."
"Don't tell me lies."
"I don't."
"Ok. So I know that she may be prettier than you.. but even if life gives me thousands of her, they're nothing compared to you."
"...."
"It's you. It's always been you. There's no other."
"I'm out of words."
"I. Love. You."

i pick those line.... from somewhere! this is random, but sweetness! :D

my another half is you.

2011-01-02T03:34:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year 2011.

2010-12-31T23:48:00.005+08:00

Let's leave all the bad things behind and let's enter the new year of 2011 with a fresh mind and a happy soul. Hope 2010 has been a good year for you and hopefully 2011 will be a better year for all of us. Happy New Year to the world! ♥

# Heart and Mind, ily.

2010-12-31T03:52:00.003+08:00

“I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making of me. I love you for the part of me that you bring out.”
xo's

Pretty Feet.

2010-12-30T12:14:00.000+08:00

There's always a thing between women and shoes, right? I can stare at these shoes for hours dreaming of wearing it. "PRETTY" is the perfect word to describe each of the shoes. And I am sure anyone who's wearing it will feel so pretty, inside and outside :)